Exciting Life!

I was quite busy for the past week. Well, I had an experience of a life-time. We brought the Saudi Arabian scholars out for a tour. It was great! Enjoyed it!
Tuesday, I went to westwood secondary school! Had lots of fun with the kids! see=)

AND on wednesday, Boxy n me were suppose to go JB to find QQ!! but QQ suddenly MIA on Tuesday nite. I was hmm, angry angry! Pretty pissed! Y QQ like tt de=( Always lie to me de=(
Anyway, just called him, im gg JB next week=) haha... finally, after so long!!

Well, I better turn in early, having a whole exciting day waiting for me=)

Focus!

ahhh!! somehow i begin to hate the taste of hard liquor! probably due to excessive drinking lately! haiz.. well, still got to update my blog since so long!
Sally went for a trip to Ho Chi Minh city in june. it was a great experience! i really loved viet! it felt so familiar, like how is was in shanghai when i 1st visited there in 1994. its really long time ago. n now i begin to miss home.
So, when i returned to SG, it felt so weird. i dun somehow like here, its really a mixed feeling! i looked ard me, its all familiar yet i dun feel any sense of belonging... cos this is not my home. not my country! The greatest thing i took away from my trip is the capacity to LOVE!
So, finally, after so long, i finally decided to get a BF alr.. haha!! so in search for it... most ppl say sally very choosy, but i dun think so. my expectations very simple, ambitious, capable, humorous, love me, n i love him.. tts all! simple yeah=) haha!!
im so happy for alder, he can finally be a step closer to his super model dream. Really proud of him! he has gone all out to pursue his dream, lots of hard work. unlike sally, who has not been doing anything, but slacking for the past 2 yrs. Having seen all my frens being closer to their dream, yet im unaffected. perhaps thats not wat i really wanted. hmm, den im aimless. well, it time to unleash your inner potential! go for wat u wanted! its not abt how good u r, its all about how good u wan to be!!
Focus=)

Stress is another word for FEAR!!

Stress is a word which has been instilled in us ever since young. All those stress management lectures, anti-stress consultation and booklets or what so ever, is all rubbish to me! If we don't even know what is stress, then our minds wouldn't even subconsciously thinking about STRESS!! It is a word which we has given too much power to... Stress actually is just a fearful reaction to life's constant change! Stress=fear! so the time when im feeling stressed, i will have to think again, is there anything which im afraid of? what exactly is it that is scaring me!! perhaps, in that way, it does help to eliminate my fear! At the same time, i wont want to give away my power to stress, its me, who has the most power over myself=)

ExamS!!

Exam! exam n exam!! At least, i have finished 3 papers, another 2 more to go=)



Study late into the night
I can hardly see the light
Probably due to my poor sight
Visualizing my future less bright

Save me! Will ya knight?
And end my internal fight
On a war with too much fright
Which hinders my will to write
An answer not to their delight
That is definitely not right

But i tried with all my might
Till time came offsight
Sigh! It's such a tough flight
Which i embark to reach my height
Well, I better write something with more insight
And save myself in such a plight=)

wow=)

haha, sally is crazy!! i did some personality test.. just for fun=)

According to the Wedding Algorythm,
I Will Marry In: 4 YEARS AND 1 MONTHS

My ideal mate...
Open people are intellectually curious, appreciative of art, and sensitive to beauty. They tend to be more aware of their feelings. Avoid people who prefer familiarity over novelty; they are conservative and resistant to change. Get out there, expand your mind and others as you find your perfect match!

My idea of a good husband:
he loves me to death, I love him, he loves my children and they love him... He thinks I am wonderful, I think he is wonderful... He is responsible and reliable... He is passionate about me and makes love to me often... He gives.

What kind of Mum ?
YOU ARE GOING TO BE: "The MILF"

You're going to be the hottie mom that all the kids want to hang out with. You have a way of utilizing your homely hottness to ensure that your children and their friends play nice. Some of the sweetest memories of their childhood will be when you bandage their scrapes and cuts and kiss their booboo's. Enjoy this role, because it'll be a defining phase of your life.

high-school personality - Popular (nice)

You are the rare type of the populars. You are the one who treats everyone with respect, which is why you are well-liked. Way to be.

What kind of baby you will have?
The quizzy said i will have
a curious baby.. she's very smart, not to mention cute=)

e roller-coaster day!

8th Apr 08 is definitely one of the not so good days around. I had been through the emotional roller-coaster ride. Uncomfort left n entered me dozen times, even the love for myself has lost control over my emotions.
I was pretty much cheerful and lively in morning as I tried not to be late for revision class. and was quite successful! Revision class was fantastic! How I wished i can study in LSE itself. I've never learnt so much in local lessons as compared to what I have discovered for myself today! No wonder "there is no discovery like self discovery".. i totally agree! Perhaps Sally has a particular liking for non-Chinese way of conducting lessons! I truly enjoyed the lesson... I know not every1 can follow the lessons, but i can, except sometime my mind do wonder off to think abt some1.
Met alan for Lunch. He's a slow eater.. haha..
I cant believe Selva actually said that i wanted to change place bcos i wanted to see QQ... wah.. actually thats not the problem.. the problem is that his friends were all sitting around me! so embarrassing!! But,im over him alr!! or at least i think im over QQ now.. hopefully yea.. cos its seriously no pt.. i'm sure that we can be better frens=)
ok, forget abt e roller-coaster thingy... not in bad mood to write about that.

my random encounters=)

I think my baby died =( its so sad.. how can baby sally die? HOW~~~!!! WHY!!! it has maggot growing on it.. oh no!! haiz.. well, i still have baby catti, so though its not ok, but i love my baby!! ok, i'll see how den. I washed my burberry bag alr=) its uber clean now! wow.. anyway, think im watching too much shows yeah, i wan to get married soon!! ahh!! hehe.. thats a bit random. well... ok, 1 more month to exam!! i seriously need to do well!! OMG!! HELP!! im getting fat... im serious.. im increasing by an inch all around. ok, i decide to slim down, not on diet, but doing exercises!! so in 2 months time, im gonna b back in shape! slimmer thigh, getting back my firm butt n 22 inch waistline, also getting rid of flabby arms!! sounds great? yeah! way to go!! By the next time u see me, i will b back in shape=) oh yeah, met Nic on thursday, it feels good to meet up with old frens. n i feel that he has grown up!really!! from e way he carried himself n e way he behaved. wow, im like feeling hmm, proud of him? yeah, thats it, proud of him! haha=) he's so gentleman now! not like last time, where i had to literally take care of him all e time! alright, will get to see him soon, when he's out from army...