deadly sins

3rd category

2009-03-11T08:40:00.000-07:00

Quote of the day "some people are settled, some are settling and some just refuse to settle for anything less."

i belong to the 3rd category! no particular reasons but just not feeling like settling down=)

inspiring day!!

2009-03-09T09:20:00.000-07:00

quote of the day: " love is in the head, not in the heart"

my day, cos im a gal!

2009-03-08T07:23:00.000-07:00

Quote of the day: "pretty is a look, sexy is an attitude"

Listening to my "song of today" : love takes time=)

i realise tt i caught a flu last nite. bad thing is tt i jus recovered from 1.

frens day!

2009-03-05T09:32:00.000-08:00

quote of the day "i will carry on life as long as there's 1 person out there who loves me"

True enough.. im so fortunate to have many caring fren=)

HEHE

2009-03-04T07:16:00.000-08:00

quote of the day "a joke a day, keeps you wide awake!"

im down with flu.. unknown to me.. that wat the doctor claims! haha... so sally gonna slp early from now on!!

2009-03-03T07:42:00.000-08:00

"i don't need big dreams. Dreams only take me to unknown territories where I may even forget where i am now..."

Sally finally had a goal in life. When i tot about what i am going to do after i graduate, I would always paint a very beautiful picture of me in some black pants-suit and pointy shoes and my black polished chrysler convertibles. Thats if im in the corporate world. But, if i happen to be in the arts scene, i then visualized a slim girl with straight black hair, sashayed down the stairs in a solid white, frilled dress. zooming around in my white little cute beetle.. HAHA!! enough day-dreaming!

Finally i realised that its not the way! Thats the ideal, but not that close to reality. When i tot about it again, I want to keep my family together. not just the immediate family, im talking abt everyone from both of my parents' sides. wats the use of big dreams when i cant even do simple things like keeping in touch with all my relatives??!!@@## haha

alright, enough said...

march is here sally baby!!

2009-03-02T07:56:00.000-08:00

Quote of the day: "frens r forever! men r watever!"

Y can i find the song, "whole lotta history" by girls aloud!!???!!!

Sally haven been studying enough=(

Feeling quite guilty lately!! Im soooo lost!!

having no idea wat i should study. when im reading my notes, it jus seemed that i've got mountains n mountains of info to digest!! info overload!! Rah.. n all this amounted to sally's fault of not being diligent during normal sch day.. I seriously had no idea wats keeping her so busy!!

latest realisation, never did i ever like to date ppl.. yeah, really!! So, enjoy my life n my freedom!!

randomness on a fri afternoon.. (a day b4 stats prelim)

2009-02-27T01:43:00.000-08:00

Sally tried out some personality test!! yeah, a bit quite true!! hmmm...

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

The random me=)

2009-02-11T08:28:00.000-08:00

I guess its time for me to update my blog again. This seems like a bi-yearly or quarter yearly thing. newsletter=S HAHA..

I had a long n tiring day today! Woke up at 5am to do my LBO assignment. So hardworking rite? Nah, its jus me, i had a serious issue with keeping to deadlines. HOW How?? part of my couldn't be bothered with deadlines, but subconsciously, im feeling guilty inside, had always been.

k, back to my long day story, crashed LBO morning lesson, den macro noon lesson. By den, im alr brain dead, so decided not to be so kiasu, tho prelims near.. eventually didnt crash IBM late afternon class. Instead, my fren n me went to e valentine bazaar, lots of bears!! still, i decided not to get any cos there's alr an oversized froggy loitering ard on my bed all the time! I seriously have no room for any other teddies... so i accompanied my fren to e bank.. SIAN, never expected tt it would rain today, so, stuck=( Finally, managed to getmyself to e busstop. BUT, clumsy sally slipped n fell as she was boarding e bus! woah, it was quite embarrassing, wet n cold, i could see water dripping from my hair la!! hmm... the pain only came to me while i was sitting down. I BROKE my toenail!!! rah!! quite pain indeed n it was bleeding=( k la, im brave, so i didnt cry!! haha.

Jan was a busy mth for me, attending DnDs, helping out in FPA pdn. doing up newsletter, n not forgetting the new year!

8th Jan, SRC dnd @ meritus mandarin, 35th floor!

Above: celest, e outgoing secretary n treasurer n me=) Anyway, just received my letter of appointment. n as was superman has said, with great power, come with great responsibility. hmm, power no la.. but the latter applies.

left: kevin, my outgoing edis head... right: my new excos! not all of cos=)

SEE!! first copy of newsletter is in my hands!!

9th Jan, sally was at FPA production, Blood Ties @ victoria theatre. Awww, i wan care bear!!

10th Jan, edis DnD @ Long Beach Dempsey... why didnt I take pics of crabs!?!?!

I was at batam for a weekend in jan doing CIP. these are my favourite kids.. they r soooooo cute!!! but i was cuter when i was young!! haha, at least i think so=p

My edis room-mate pearly n me were having fun in e hotel room!! wahahaha!!

Echidnas outing again!! the 3 of us hardly haf any time to meet up.. but, still, im glad we met up before the new year! Not only we eat, walk n slp, adding to the list, we shop, gossip n photozz.. I can roughly predict where we were heading to.. bimbos in e making.. ahhhhhh!!!

This is my "MEDIA" family, formerly know as "editorial"...

n obviously it is a chinese new year gatherin!

gong xi gong xi! i had a great time eating n slacking! But ironically, i shrunk instead of putting on those unnecessary bulks of cushions. so smart! i wonder if my body can think... haha

The christmas season!!

2008-12-02T16:55:00.000-08:00

Sally just send a letter to santa!!

I really like christmas, cos xmas tree is green! tts a bit lame.. well, its jus the holiday season la!

Some amazing facts that i found out...

Oh yah, santa has a name! his name is Nicholas...

Here are some questions we've received about Santa!
Click on a question to make the answer appear.

1. What if there is no chimney?

If a house does not have a chimney, then Santa uses some of his magic dust to make a chimney appear. Then the chimney disappears as soon as Santa leaves.

2. What if we move?

Santa knows how to find all children on Christmas Eve.

3. What if there is no snow?

A lot of places do not have snow at Christmas time; it doesn't keep Santa from coming.

4. How will Santa find me if we are visiting and not at our home on Christmas Eve?

Santa knows how to find all children on Christmas Eve.

5. How do the reindeer fly?

They eat special corn that makes them fly.

6. How does Santa understand all the different languages of the world?

Some call it magic, others just think Santa is very, very smart.

7. What's Santa's favorite food?

Santa's most favorite is cookies, but he'll eat just about anything that you like and that you leave for him on Christmas Eve.

8. Is there any food Santa doesn't eat?

Santa won't eat venison (reindeer) burgers.

9. How much does Santa weigh?

A little more than he should, but he stays healthy with all his exercise.

10. What are the elves' jobs?

They make toys, care for the reindeer, wrap presents, help in the kitchen, clean--they all work together to make the Northpole a clean and comfortable place to live.

11. What is Santa's favorite Christmas Eve snack?

He does love cookies, but if you leave something for him that YOU like, he will like it just because you do.

12. How does Santa visit the whole world in one night?

The time zones help, but so do the reindeer and Santa's special magic.

13. How does Santa get all the toys into the sleigh at one time?

Actually, his red toy sack is magical in that it is bottomless and continues to stay full until Santa has made all his deliveries to all the children around the world.

14. How does Santa get up and down my chimney?

He holds the left side of his nose and shrinks to the size of the chimney--then, holds right side of his nose to expand back to his rather large size.

15. What if there is a fire burning in the fireplace?

He'll put the fire out so he can come down safely and will relight it when leaving your house.

16. Does Santa have any children?

Yes, Santa considers all the children in the world part of his family.

17. Will Santa always bring what I ask for?

Sometimes Santa thinks that what you ask for may not be the best gift for you, so he may give you something you will enjoy better.

18. Where does Santa get his red suit?

Mrs. Claus sews it for him.

19. Does bad weather make it hard for Santa to drive his sleigh?

Santa uses his North Pole Frosty-Weather-Reader-Meter, so he is always prepared, even for the worst of storms.

20. Does Santa have any hobbies?

His most favorite hobby is playing games of any sort--plus he likes trying out all the new toys.

21. Why is Santa's suit red?

So he won't get lost in the snow.

22. Is there really a Santa Claus?

Santa Claus is real to the people who believe he is real.

23. How did the reindeer get their names?

Santa named them, with help from the elves

24. Why does Santa live at the Northpole?

It is isolated, so he won't be disturbed while making his toys.

25. Is Santa ever sad?

He gets sad when good boys and girls behave badly.

26. Which is Santa's favorite elf?

Santa loves all the elves equally; they're like his children!

27. How many elves are there?

There are an unlimited number of elves because it takes a lot of help to keep the northpole maintained and the presents made every year.

28. What is Santa's favorite kind of music?

He is very partial to Christmas music.

29. What kind of treats do the reindeer like?

They like to eat carrots and sugar cubes.

30. Does Santa really read the letters he gets?

Yes, each and every one.

Whether the weather be fine, or whether the weather be not??

2008-07-26T07:40:00.000-07:00

The past week was full of different encounters. Went to JB to find QQ with Boxy on Mon n Tues. The trip was quite fun, not bad! But I didnt enjoy the dark knight!! It was soooo draggy that i was having a major headache of my life! !! QQ bestie bought panadol for me, ahah, so sweet.. well, still, sally wouldnt in any right state o mind to consume panadol at any cost.
Wed was a busy day for me! Busy finding house, busy viewing house. And as usual, im always rushing. That night, we had family outing=) QQ aka daddy came sg to look for Boxy aka mummy + me aka Jie Jie n Bell aka mei mei. We spent great time toget, laming, laughing and simply enjoying. Ah, I haven been to arcade for a long time, the very last time that i visited 1 was when i was in viet. While waiting for jenny to meet her BF, I was in arcade trying to play those games. But too bad, cant read viet, most of my coins kena eaten!! HAHA!!This is Family Portrait! Boxy dun like to be in photo, so he's looking at... hmm..??
Why!! WHY!! ahhhhh!!! Why do i haf soooo many things! pack n pack n pack, still haf a lot of things.. its such a hassel to move house. n im used to it alr=(
Met laine n WX just now in city hall. I was actually a bit tired, n eventually got high after a while. Elaine gave me some inspiration, n we finally decided to compose a song titled "drop that loser". Haha, guys ah!! haiz.. relationship is such a complicated matter. Having seen all my frens troubled over this matter, Im pretty glad tt im not in 1. Or else, I will be the 1 needing pp to hear abt my probs! haha. Hope Echidnas are feeling better now! anyway, laine n me decided to be hot mums! haha=) so tt we can slim down at a early age.
Alrighty! I wish the weather will be fine from today onwards. Clear sky out there, n "clear sky" in me=)
Huzi!! I miss you!! See ya in 4 mths time n lets haf picnic again! n I wont be late alr! really!!!

Exciting Life!

2008-07-17T10:52:00.000-07:00

I was quite busy for the past week. Well, I had an experience of a life-time. We brought the Saudi Arabian scholars out for a tour. It was great! Enjoyed it!
Tuesday, I went to westwood secondary school! Had lots of fun with the kids! see=)

AND on wednesday, Boxy n me were suppose to go JB to find QQ!! but QQ suddenly MIA on Tuesday nite. I was hmm, angry angry! Pretty pissed! Y QQ like tt de=( Always lie to me de=(
Anyway, just called him, im gg JB next week=) haha... finally, after so long!!

Well, I better turn in early, having a whole exciting day waiting for me=)

Focus!

2008-07-06T09:43:00.000-07:00

ahhh!! somehow i begin to hate the taste of hard liquor! probably due to excessive drinking lately! haiz.. well, still got to update my blog since so long!
Sally went for a trip to Ho Chi Minh city in june. it was a great experience! i really loved viet! it felt so familiar, like how is was in shanghai when i 1st visited there in 1994. its really long time ago. n now i begin to miss home.
So, when i returned to SG, it felt so weird. i dun somehow like here, its really a mixed feeling! i looked ard me, its all familiar yet i dun feel any sense of belonging... cos this is not my home. not my country! The greatest thing i took away from my trip is the capacity to LOVE!
So, finally, after so long, i finally decided to get a BF alr.. haha!! so in search for it... most ppl say sally very choosy, but i dun think so. my expectations very simple, ambitious, capable, humorous, love me, n i love him.. tts all! simple yeah=) haha!!
im so happy for alder, he can finally be a step closer to his super model dream. Really proud of him! he has gone all out to pursue his dream, lots of hard work. unlike sally, who has not been doing anything, but slacking for the past 2 yrs. Having seen all my frens being closer to their dream, yet im unaffected. perhaps thats not wat i really wanted. hmm, den im aimless. well, it time to unleash your inner potential! go for wat u wanted! its not abt how good u r, its all about how good u wan to be!!
Focus=)

Stress is another word for FEAR!!

2008-05-23T07:54:00.000-07:00

Stress is a word which has been instilled in us ever since young. All those stress management lectures, anti-stress consultation and booklets or what so ever, is all rubbish to me! If we don't even know what is stress, then our minds wouldn't even subconsciously thinking about STRESS!! It is a word which we has given too much power to... Stress actually is just a fearful reaction to life's constant change! Stress=fear! so the time when im feeling stressed, i will have to think again, is there anything which im afraid of? what exactly is it that is scaring me!! perhaps, in that way, it does help to eliminate my fear! At the same time, i wont want to give away my power to stress, its me, who has the most power over myself=)

ExamS!!

2008-05-14T12:33:00.000-07:00

Exam! exam n exam!! At least, i have finished 3 papers, another 2 more to go=)

Study late into the night
I can hardly see the light
Probably due to my poor sight
Visualizing my future less bright

Save me! Will ya knight?
And end my internal fight
On a war with too much fright
Which hinders my will to write
An answer not to their delight
That is definitely not right

But i tried with all my might
Till time came offsight
Sigh! It's such a tough flight
Which i embark to reach my height
Well, I better write something with more insight
And save myself in such a plight=)

wow=)

2008-04-11T03:12:00.000-07:00

haha, sally is crazy!! i did some personality test.. just for fun=)

According to the Wedding Algorythm,
I Will Marry In: 4 YEARS AND 1 MONTHS

My ideal mate...
Open people are intellectually curious, appreciative of art, and sensitive to beauty. They tend to be more aware of their feelings. Avoid people who prefer familiarity over novelty; they are conservative and resistant to change. Get out there, expand your mind and others as you find your perfect match!

My idea of a good husband:
he loves me to death, I love him, he loves my children and they love him... He thinks I am wonderful, I think he is wonderful... He is responsible and reliable... He is passionate about me and makes love to me often... He gives.

What kind of Mum ?
YOU ARE GOING TO BE: "The MILF"

You're going to be the hottie mom that all the kids want to hang out with. You have a way of utilizing your homely hottness to ensure that your children and their friends play nice. Some of the sweetest memories of their childhood will be when you bandage their scrapes and cuts and kiss their booboo's. Enjoy this role, because it'll be a defining phase of your life.

high-school personality - Popular (nice)

You are the rare type of the populars. You are the one who treats everyone with respect, which is why you are well-liked. Way to be.

What kind of baby you will have?
The quizzy said i will have
a curious baby.. she's very smart, not to mention cute=)

e roller-coaster day!

2008-04-10T10:15:00.000-07:00

8th Apr 08 is definitely one of the not so good days around. I had been through the emotional roller-coaster ride. Uncomfort left n entered me dozen times, even the love for myself has lost control over my emotions.
I was pretty much cheerful and lively in morning as I tried not to be late for revision class. and was quite successful! Revision class was fantastic! How I wished i can study in LSE itself. I've never learnt so much in local lessons as compared to what I have discovered for myself today! No wonder "there is no discovery like self discovery".. i totally agree! Perhaps Sally has a particular liking for non-Chinese way of conducting lessons! I truly enjoyed the lesson... I know not every1 can follow the lessons, but i can, except sometime my mind do wonder off to think abt some1.
Met alan for Lunch. He's a slow eater.. haha..
I cant believe Selva actually said that i wanted to change place bcos i wanted to see QQ... wah.. actually thats not the problem.. the problem is that his friends were all sitting around me! so embarrassing!! But,im over him alr!! or at least i think im over QQ now.. hopefully yea.. cos its seriously no pt.. i'm sure that we can be better frens=)
ok, forget abt e roller-coaster thingy... not in bad mood to write about that.

my random encounters=)

2008-04-06T07:40:00.000-07:00

I think my baby died =( its so sad.. how can baby sally die? HOW~~~!!! WHY!!! it has maggot growing on it.. oh no!! haiz.. well, i still have baby catti, so though its not ok, but i love my baby!! ok, i'll see how den. I washed my burberry bag alr=) its uber clean now! wow.. anyway, think im watching too much shows yeah, i wan to get married soon!! ahh!! hehe.. thats a bit random. well... ok, 1 more month to exam!! i seriously need to do well!! OMG!! HELP!! im getting fat... im serious.. im increasing by an inch all around. ok, i decide to slim down, not on diet, but doing exercises!! so in 2 months time, im gonna b back in shape! slimmer thigh, getting back my firm butt n 22 inch waistline, also getting rid of flabby arms!! sounds great? yeah! way to go!! By the next time u see me, i will b back in shape=) oh yeah, met Nic on thursday, it feels good to meet up with old frens. n i feel that he has grown up!really!! from e way he carried himself n e way he behaved. wow, im like feeling hmm, proud of him? yeah, thats it, proud of him! haha=) he's so gentleman now! not like last time, where i had to literally take care of him all e time! alright, will get to see him soon, when he's out from army...

baby sally is born!!

2008-03-30T06:39:00.000-07:00

Minutes passes by...
Hours passes by...
Days just gone like tt?
yes!! even years... right? 21 years of my life has gone=)
Not a time to sigh, to moan or even to cry for.. perhaps, i realised that time really flies, cherish every moment of my life!! enjoy my life!! love my family members!! love my friendsssss!!! n love the 1 im obsessed with!!! haha... basically, there's a pattern, im like always sick during my birthdays.. hmm, maybe too excited, tts why, haha..
i wanted to have 21 cakes this year, cos im 21 alr.. sounds a bit lame... well, due to my health concern, i didnt splurge to buy all 21 cake.. hmm, let me count den..
my 1st cake is on 13th march, where editorial ppl celebrated for me!! its was a creamy chocolate cake.. yummy!!
2nd cake, 25th march!! i had fever in e morning=( so at night i still went for my FPA meetin!! see, so passionate abt FPA.. anyway, it was a surprise for me from justin and pam they all.. haha=) its was a mango cake, great!! i love fruits anyway.. haha=) so touched!! haha, so tt was how i spend my last day of 20 years old!!
3rd cake, green tea cake, i bought for myself... ate it on my birthday with my mum.. haha 4th cake, strawberry cake, i bought it as well, shared it with wenxiu, it was also her birthday.. so cool, we had the same birthday.. but of course im a year older! as usual, we would go out with elaine... e echidnas had a celebration in holland V.. bcos im sick, tts y we decided not to go wala n drink.. in stead, we went to oglio, its beside wala... i had a healthy pick of veggie sandwich.. it tastes great!! suddenly remember wat miss lum said in Aussie, "cats and dogs will feel better after eating grass!" tts exactly wat i felt after eating the sandwich!! yummy! i think im turning vegetarian nowadays..
ok, 5th cake, which i haven eaten till now.. its a chocolate cake yao yao left in the fridge on my birthday!! n ever since tt night, she's not at home!! she has gone to her fren's house, so im all left alone!! lonely lonely=( increasingly, i cannot stand loneliness anymore, like, when yao yao not at home, i dun dare to slp at nite!! so i had been sleeping with lights for 4 days... and counting... haiz...
Sally had a pool-side party on 27th march, at jhoana's house... cool place=) i invited mainly indo frens for a gathering! that afternoon, i bought so many things that i cant even carry!! oh my!! help!! so guess wat, my arms r still arching till now=( i received so many beautiful prezzies this yr!! n ppl start to gif me earrings, necklaces... hmm, am i turning bimbo? i wonder... now it feels like my head is getting hollow!!
Well, currently getting really obsessed with a someone out there! Not a good thing though! hmm, i do believe that there will be somebody!! so lets just see den!!
elaine says im wifie!! just bcos i spent 3 entire days cleaning the house, doing laundry, cook and all... hmm, i dun wan to b a housewife!!
Finally, baby sally is born!! i planted it on 27 march 2008, around 11am plus.. yup!! so now got to look after baby sally.. as well as baby catti!!

AHHHH.. this is driving me crazy!!!

2008-03-11T10:08:00.000-07:00

Seriously!!! i really think n feel that my council is like a dating society, which is totally against my wish for joining.. This is not what i want! i mean.. AHHHH, i really have no idea y a guy would like some1 for so long?? n i dun believe a guy would be so sentimental, esp a leo guy, who has been there like half a yr ago till now.. and im all out of wit to tackle him. haiz... wat the hell!!! i wanted to say leave me alone!! but its so rude to say that! or maybe i really should say that to draw a clear line between us. Anyway, im tired.

i think too much, yea?

2008-02-27T06:50:00.000-08:00

I was trying to do IS, but i really can't think of a topic. Perhaps im too occupied. I was unpacking some of the things from my boxes, n its been a month since i moved.. well, i realised tt i seriously have too many clothes n too many shoes.. so, i have made up my mind not to invest in apparel anymore, at least not until im prepared to take care of more stuff. It does take up a lot of time to clean n maintain those stuff. Haiz, wasting my time.. now i know why my head is empty=(Anyway, elaine misses me!! n I miss elaine too!! she said this is a pretty photo.. haha, i never know i can look so sweet=) i love tt seal, from cin cin's house..
I miss huzi too, yesterday was the last time im seeing her in the next 4 mths. Shuyao went back, so im lonely again. argh!! While packing, i saw those pics and notes which reminded me of my childhood frens, then n now, its those unforgettable memories. I wonder what and how are they doing now. Time is so insignificant that it crawls pass without me knowing, and its normally too late when i realise its gone.
Was talking to qq just now. He had a accident!! Good tt he's alright, or else i... but his poor car had to be towed away. Guess tt he's pretty pissed n sad now. Den it reminded me of a book say that your car reflects yourself. There was this man who felt that his life was rather stranded, so guess wat, his type was flat. Another person who felt so aimless and had no vision in life, as expected, his front window was hit by a tree branch. hmm, so, wat does this say abt qq?? haix, perhaps i think too much. I got to learn driving this yr!!
I hate mozzie!! noisy, full of germs, itchy and irritating!!
oh, i found the present i bought for myself on Valentines' day. Its a lickable body moisture. haha.. comes with chocolate mint flavour. actually i dont like chocolate. well, well...
haiz, i saw a lizard... it was still quite small a few days ago, but now..
Prelim... i didnt take it seriously!! guilty.. k, study hard ba.. tts e onli thing i can do..
My birthday in 1 months time!! im suppose to book a chalet on the weekend before my birthday, but both sat n sun, i got to go to sch for IS revision lecture from 10 to 5!! hmm, ok lor, i love IS anyway.. so on my birthday, we gonna haf MATHS1 REVISION lecture!!! n its 10 to 5!!! wat the!! u know i dont really enjoy maths!! n its on my birthday!! haha.. well done!! n tt week, the onli day i got to go sch is on my birthday!! wah=) fantastic!!

ReProgramming!!

2008-02-10T09:22:00.000-08:00

Sally is hurt! very painful!! had a blue-black on my leg! haiz. Still i feel hurt... MEN r idiots!@%#&^*! hmph! got to reprogram my brain and my thoughts.. let my wound heal soon.. so that i can rightfully focus on my exams!!

2008-02-09T07:24:00.000-08:00

It didn't feel like new year, at all. probably bcos i couldnt be bothered with wats going on except me, myself n I.. or probably bcos daddy is not in spore. So, thats y im so lazy!!
Went to visit uncle tom today!! i had a great time playing with his kids. we stacked up blocks of wood. At first when the 5 yr old boy dragged me to play, i was still feeling a bit reluctant.. stacking woods didnt appeal to me. (boring)... still, i agreed to compromise=)
Actually, simple activities r the best! its those child's play which brings me back to who i really am.
These are pictures from my play!! i really miss performing! Hope i do get the chance to do a show again. Well, enjoying my carefree life rite now=)

I love this super sexy pic of mine!!

2008-02-05T09:02:00.000-08:00

Yeah!! New year is round the corner, its gonna be a fantastic year ahead, im sure it will! Again, as usual, so many things happened. My life is just a roller-coaster ride, full of up and downs, sometimes even surprises and excitements!! Anyway, I just shifted house. A place where i can finally feel a bit more at home, more freedom and more sense of belonging. haha.. i guess now im really enjoying my life!Went to sentosa with Wenxiu and Elaine on sat!! Its another Echidna's outing... the weather was great for not wanting a tan and yet the gentle breeze sooth every tired muscle on me! Sally, as usual the very talkative echidna, was accounting her highly dramatic experiences lately.. haha.. its amazing how the 3 very different personalities can come toget to be such close and supportive friends=) perhaps its fate!! And wenxiu n me have the same birthday!! hmm, lets see, we will go wala wala again on our birthdays this year! its becoming more of a habit isn't it?? Anyway, this is such a nice n sexy pic!!Sally didnt buy any new year clothes this year. Perhaps i didnt feel the need to. moreover, i just moved house, i think i have too much stuff!! too much clothes alr, i muz stop investing in clothes! its heavy!! i moved house mostly by myself and alan.. so now, lots of muscles! arghhhhh... and i fixed my bed by myself too.. ugly muscle=(
last tues, i went to MGM in cheong sum!! hmm, i was super AA (attract attention) la.. i was late, cos i seriously couldnt get a bus, it was so super packed.. so when i arrived, wenxiu's event was doing the presentation.. guess wat? haha.. no 1 was listening to the presentation!! i could literally see and could feel the stares directing at me!! arghhh, so pai sei.. but after sometime, i got used to it alr.. haha=) my editorial department won the lantern making competition!! yeah!! i love tt camera lantern.. haha.. good job ppl=)
Ok!! after settling down after this new yr season, i muz study hard!! i need to get my distinction!! n yes, i got to complete my newsletter as well!! yeah, looks like i've got a plan for myself.. oh, n also, i muz move on!! no more qq.. haha..
its been a month after my play!! i suddenly miss all the ppl in my play, esp my director, glarie.. haven been seeing him for a month.. haha.. hmm, he is like so busy n im still holding onto his gift, lucky its not broken in e process of moving, or else, i will b dead.. will b having FPA meetin on e 11th, so yeah, looking forward to see every1!!

I love myself=)

2008-01-15T08:14:00.000-08:00

Under immerse pressure these few days. i seriously felt like dying! Anyway, its over, i solved it! I have to keep on reminding myself that i love myself and i did nothing wrong. haha.
Well, i know dad loves me, but he doesnt accept me... He doesnt accept who i am, wat i wan to be, and thats y i dont feel the love. It is true that when i dont love myself, you dont love others. so, i have to love myslf!

OMG!! i lost my phone!

2008-01-13T07:44:00.001-08:00

13 Jan, a Sunday... i would have believed it if it was a Friday. I woke up feeling shitty and (argh) extreme headache. I had a damn bad hangover - e consequence of excessive drinking e nite b4. i would gladly accept all these tortures if this is e only thing that i have to be responsible for. But... more to come! n now when i think of it, its damn funny! haha..
I still remember clearly the weird, shocked look on my face this morning. I woke up ard 9, e lights still on, curtain, windows left open. den next, i found nth on me. shit! how could i jus sleep like tt? the neighbors opposite blocks.. hmm.. oh no!! haiz.. actually i dont really care.. well, e next qn is where r my clothes? not anywhere in sight! where is my phone? y is my bag empty? where did i throw my clothes? y am i naked? to my sudden realization, i know im in trouble!! i made a mistake again!! What is happening to me?!! I know i cant let dad know abt this. if not, he would b disappointed, or maybe i just shouldn't have gone. so, i quickly wrap up myself with a towel and rush outside. den i realise tt i cant even walk properly. not a good sign! i cant remember anything and cant recall wat exactly happened! and im stinky!
I kinda of figured out tt i left my phone outside e house last nite.. when i was looking for my key. so perhaps some things do fall out, and "smartly" enough, i didnt pick them up. Wat the hell!! but i did bring in my heels, n even brought in my fren's slipper.. damn, wat e hell!! n tts y when i open e front door, i was half rite! theres rubberband, tissus papers, things from my bag, n tt explains y my bag was empty. so, still tt same qn! phone! oh no, its not there.. so it muz haf been..
so this is how i lost my phone! the price to pay for being dead drunk! i dunno anything! but i know i left zouk in a hurry, cos was really uncomfortable. den i puke in e cab! haiz.. tts all i remember.
den i manage to find my clothes. its in e toilet.. argh!! which means i left everything there and walk back to e room. OMG!! this is unbelievable! and actually i lost my belt too.. i still dunno where is it. dun tell me that i left it outside e house as well, which also means tt i started to undress myself when im still outside. haiz.. now tt i learnt my lesson! not gg to drink tt much from now on.
Actually sally dun club, perhaps the real reason behind it is tt i really wan to relax n let go of myself totally! i know im jus escaping reality... escaping those problems, dont wan to do anything about it, not having to answer to any1, n mostly importantly, enjoy a bit of fun! i guess it does help to a certain extent, when im not tt aware of myself, im happy, crazy and hilarious. Im jus stressed and overloaded with stuff! But when i wake up, there's more prob.. I cant run away anymore!! excessive drinking wont help! anyway, how much did i drink? 1 beer, 2 cups, but i think it muz b tt 4 consecutive martell shots tt send me dead... haiz. well, I'm gonna let sally fall, fall as low as possible this time, den i will gather back my courage, energy and ambition.. i will climb up again. I want my new life!
k, stop thinking abt ur beloved k530i, no matter how much u love it, its past tense now.. time to move on!!! this also applies to ppl as well, move on... 10/10 ppl told me its not worth it.. which i agree=)

im not everything you want me to BE!

2008-01-11T17:21:00.000-08:00

Once again, im lost... in searching for my new life... I found it, but i cant live the way i wanted. theres lots of constraints in life. those directly affecting your mind, soul and body are most harmful and yet important to you. Most say, i have been living a life respecting my dad. this is true! everything i do, dad is the motivation behind it. i know exactly what kind of person he wants me to be. tall, slim, beautiful, fashionable, polite, smart, fast, dominating, diplomatic, dynamic, confident, a person with great personality and able to handle great things.. basically an other workaholic, just like him. Am i even any where near there? i doubt so! i know im not that capable, im not tt smart, im not that ambitious as what i used to be. But i had been constantly trying to live up to his expectations. but not knowing the right way to what he expects, i became pretentious. haha. pretending to be that some1 who i am not. to be that person that Im not willing to become. and only till now, that i realised that it is not what i want!!
I miss my play! Probably i miss the chance of getting to be another person! i miss the attention on stage and of course i miss what i really enjoy doing! n i do miss the ppl to a great extent, though im ice queen, but there's a flame in me. jus tt i refuse to show it. haha. This is wat i wan to do. n this is where i belong... Haf u ever seen me getting so crazy before?

2007-10-28T08:47:00.000-07:00

Oct, ahhh... that shows how long have i not touched this blog. Well, so many things have happened=) good or bad, its all history. Time for me to get focus n concentrate on my work. haha!
Lousy Sal cant do maths, cant do stats, cant really do econs either, haiz, definitely gonna do something about it! if not.. k, lets not prepare for the worst! conquer it!
yeah, I'm stress! i am.. sometimes, perhaps i have too much commitments, well, these are the things which i enjoy doing n it gives me some sense of accomplishments. as well we to keep my minds off some things!! but y cant i live a simple life? I've been longing to live a simpler life, less complicated, less stressful n just hanging ard, happy-go-lucky! haha=) is it nice? But somehow, I'm nowhere near there... haiz...
Den the qn arises again, is it really that i have to live with it? or its just my choice... hmm, i guess I'm just confused.. yeah, really confused.. identity crisis again? hmm...
Well, i have decided to strike a balance in work, personal lifestyle, friends n my living environment! i think its important lor, in helping me to maintain my energy level physically, mentally n emotionally. hahaz... help me!! help me!! mayday!!

You know i Love schooL...

2007-09-03T09:33:00.000-07:00

yeah, its been 3 weeks since my new school term started. i guess im pretty well adjusted to e system, e school and new ppl ard. afterall, its jus another sch, nth special. there r lots of international students in DE, so at least i dont feel that weird, like before=( haha...
oh, i realised that most of the people are so young, like 18 or 19.. to b reminded of, im alr 20, (opps, i revealed my age) that to me is like very old!! argh!!

I had a real hard time when it comes to choosing of options and subject, i wanted to do international relations, so at least it sounds more interesting and also, it would be beneficial for banking and finance. But juggling maths and other subjects at the same time, would surely torture me to death. i could still vividly remember how painful n trumatising was it for me to go through A-maths.. argh, i had nightmares and pimples (a result of stress).. yeah, though it was about 2 to 3 yrs ago, but i even feel dreadful in picking up my pen. haiz.. horrible.. n now i have to touch it again.. no choice..
So, for a safe option, i choose to to take up Information System, without knowing wat is it exactly like.. haha.. perhaps, the only thing i can do is to study hard!!

No link

2007-08-13T10:59:00.000-07:00

Last tuesday, which was 7thAug, i went facial with agatha!! Agatha so cute. I gave her a very cute water bottle, its made of glass. haha, i like to use glass-ware cos its healthier than plastic. yeah=) so i used to carry a small glass bottle out whenever i go. Until one day, smth happened.. guess wat?
Of course i didnt break the bottle, not that clumsy, like a bull. One day, i suddenly realised that I am indeed very thirsty! n my small bottle of water has jus finished! argh! so from that time, i continued to use my red nike plastic bottle! yeah!

Happy birthday shuyao

2007-08-05T07:55:00.000-07:00

celebrated Shuyao's birthday on 1st Aug! bought her a cake=) which was not very fantastic.. but still can la.. haha smile=)

I love echidnas

2007-07-29T09:40:00.000-07:00

I was hanging out with Elaine on Fri nite.. along orchard.. Well, i bought a book at borders. It should b a nice book. Still need to find time to read it. I had my dinner at Mos, its been such a long time since i last ate Mos..
At taka, there is a toys sale.. we went to look for toys! i wanted very much to buy an owl, the white owl in harry potter.. yeah, i saw that in Borders but i didnt buy.. hmm, i think i should, since i like it that much.. Owl is my favourite animal! Ok, after a thorough search , we realised that there is no owl, but we saw echidnas!! so many echidnas.. i love echidnas..

OH yah, my manager, Dwi, bought a black forest cake for me! Its yummy!

GIf MINE back!!!

2007-07-29T08:09:00.000-07:00

SHIT! stupid pervert has stolen my clothes again! Its not tt i'm stupid or wat. however, due to e cloudy n unpredictable weather, it is not possible for me to hang my clothes on e outside. So i really have no choice but to hang my clothes on 1 of the 6 bamboo sticks which is located outside the unit, in e corner of e corridor.
I was insanely frustrated when i jus step out of the life on wed nite.. e 1st reaction was like, "OMG!! where are all my black laundry?" every wed its my laundry day, so that morning, i sent all my black clothing to e washing machine n hung it around noon. den when i come back, e bamboo is empty! damn!! i felt like screaming! its so sick! its muz b some perverted guys aiming at my undergarments which i purposely hang in e middle of e bamboo.. in e end e clothes which at e side were missing.. which include a laced black top, n 2 pretty black spagetti top. lastly, its a black dress!! its annoying!!
e next day, i went to make a police report with huiqin.. honestly speaking, e police cant really do anything about it.. moral of e story not gg to hang anything outside anymore...

busy day, a bee's day!

2007-07-22T09:22:00.000-07:00

I woke up late this morning, den i remembered there is choir retreat at 11.. so as usual i know that I'm late. but lunch was fantastic! i met up with e choirs seniors at sushi tei @ raffles city. i cant remember e name of e food which i ordered, but i know its with salmon n salmon roe. Clar n brother bear always very humorously lame, talking about their trip. Alan was a bit serious, so what he asked was considered to be of e wrong frequency, n tats what makes it funny! alright, i had a great time eating n listening to e lame jokes.. rushing off...

I rushed off to kster to meet varon, steph n Cynthia aka angel. it was so freaking cold over there.. lucky varon had a long sleeve shirt for me.. but still, i got to jump ard to prevent myself from freezing. it was a great time hang out with e PAs.. ha ha, n of course steph n me would pose for shots.. ha ha.. around 5, we left.. now, rushing to meet Elaine n wenxiu..ha ha

SEE, my whole life is about rushing.. i flew to bugis to meet e gals.. hanging out n had dinner.. it was a fantastic dinner.. later i treated them dessert, cos I'm e 1 who still have income whereas they r unemployed. we went to our usual dessert shop. all of us wanted to be adventurous, so we ordered some unusual servings.. knowing that i would have to go back home and drink milk, i avoided anything milky. I ordered yam sago not knowing its ingredients..
guess what? this yam sago thing is fully covered in some white liquid.. it is obviously milky, whats worse is that it is coconut milk.. argh!!!! its just too sweet for me, cos i dun like anything tats sweet, naturally... well, too bad!! wrong choice!!
It has become more of a habit that we will take e same bus home. by then, e taste of coconut has manipulated my heart n mind. I'm so uncomfortable, wanting to puke anytime, its more of like eating poison. sigh.. Probably we were sugar high then, wenxiu n me were talking rubbish n laughing hysterically, n Elaine avoided us at all cost... that's one of e rare occasions that i do get high excluding e times after alcohol consumption. But anyway, i was really crazy..

racial harmony day

2007-07-21T11:51:00.000-07:00

i was working today.. i work hard, i play hard.. yeah.. tts me, sally=) sound a bit like silas marner! ok.

Look at this!

2007-07-18T20:16:00.000-07:00

hey, im bored=) tts y i actually created this blog early in the morning.. today is 19th july, oh loriene's birthday! guess im gg out later, but its raining!